A heavy heart

I've had a really bad couple of days.
I know everything, be it good or bad, happens for a reason.
I know this is God's way.
I can't help but cry. I can't help but hurt. But I know with time, this all will pass.
I am grateful that my God has given me such an amazing person who will wrap me in his arms and keep me from falling to pieces. Thank you lord for granting him with all the right words to calm me, with the patience to deal with me when I'm not completely acting like myself. I am thankful to have and be surrounded with such an amazing family. Both mine and his. I truly am a blessed soul. . . I can't help but think, hope, that its because I have such amazing angels up there who remind God not to forget about me.